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After a week of work I have extra time and I'm home again! This week work was brutal but you know, you gotta work hard play hard. So when I'm not working I got a chance to go to the China vs. Australia soccer game with 7 of my friends. Man, that was pretty much the best moment of my time here in LA, since I got to share it with friends from so many of my stages of life. H.S. friends, college, church, SF, LA...nice. Oh yeah, China won and now they're in stage 2. Ja You! ;)
Just talked to Dad about the same ol' thing again... Christianity. Hmm...dunno if I want to talk about it anymore. I think he's pretty settled being a good noble person for society. He's content. It's nice to see my dad content. So I dunno. I don't wanna bring more tension to it. I actually wonder if it matters to have faith in something if you don't know for sure how it'll turn out in the end. But I have faith in what I believe and I'm sticking to it to the end. Find out once and for all if it's true in the end. That's always the question in my head. How can you be happy in heaven if you knew people you love are in hell. Damn... I hate asking that. Can't be solved here on earth. Won't know until the end.
I gotta be honest. I fear a lot of things. Fear that I can't change my ways/habits, fear that I can't have a normal relationship, fear that I'm just wasting my life, fear that I'm a failure. Man, so many things that I worry about, but then my dad quotes the bible and talks about if you trust in God, what's there to fear? I mean, he was being sarcastic, but for me, that's how it should be. So again, I have to pick myself up and continue to run the race. Continue to do my best and let God take care of the rest. Continue to pray and have a good relationship with God and others around me. Love God, love people. Seek first His kingdom and His righteousness... This is the day that the Lord has made, I shall rejoice and be glad in it.
I'm blessed to be able to have a good job, to have friends and family. So I thank God for all of you and how you all mean to me. My friend from HK called while he was on the subway there and we were able to catch up yesterday. Man, that was so nice. Same old good conversation, talking about playing basketball in HK again and doing things in HK like we were at ucla. Things are good ya know. In a couple of weeks I'll be able to see my sister, my friends and relatives in HK, and a good friend in Indo. I'm able to chill with my family and my really good friend Tony here in LA and also Greg, Jason, Jason, Trung, Shum, and others here. Good stuff. So I guess when it boils down, me pulling 16 hr workdays and bordering on going crazy being trapped in a hotel all the time is worth it. I want to go play! Can't wait to not work though. I can't do this schedule all the time. I'll go crazy! :)
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After a week of work I have extra time and I'm home again! This week work was brutal but you know, you gotta work hard play hard. So when I'm not working I got a chance to go to the China vs. Australia soccer game with 7 of my friends. Man, that was pretty much the best moment of my time here in LA, since I got to share it with friends from so many of my stages of life. H.S. friends, college, church, SF, LA...nice. Oh yeah, China won and now they're in stage 2. Ja You! ;)
Just talked to Dad about the same ol' thing again... Christianity. Hmm...dunno if I want to talk about it anymore. I think he's pretty settled being a good noble person for society. He's content. It's nice to see my dad content. So I dunno. I don't wanna bring more tension to it. I actually wonder if it matters to have faith in something if you don't know for sure how it'll turn out in the end. But I have faith in what I believe and I'm sticking to it to the end. Find out once and for all if it's true in the end. That's always the question in my head. How can you be happy in heaven if you knew people you love are in hell. Damn... I hate asking that. Can't be solved here on earth. Won't know until the end.
I gotta be honest. I fear a lot of things. Fear that I can't change my ways/habits, fear that I can't have a normal relationship, fear that I'm just wasting my life, fear that I'm a failure. Man, so many things that I worry about, but then my dad quotes the bible and talks about if you trust in God, what's there to fear? I mean, he was being sarcastic, but for me, that's how it should be. So again, I have to pick myself up and continue to run the race. Continue to do my best and let God take care of the rest. Continue to pray and have a good relationship with God and others around me. Love God, love people. Seek first His kingdom and His righteousness... This is the day that the Lord has made, I shall rejoice and be glad in it.
I'm blessed to be able to have a good job, to have friends and family. So I thank God for all of you and how you all mean to me. My friend from HK called while he was on the subway there and we were able to catch up yesterday. Man, that was so nice. Same old good conversation, talking about playing basketball in HK again and doing things in HK like we were at ucla. Things are good ya know. In a couple of weeks I'll be able to see my sister, my friends and relatives in HK, and a good friend in Indo. I'm able to chill with my family and my really good friend Tony here in LA and also Greg, Jason, Jason, Trung, Shum, and others here. Good stuff. So I guess when it boils down, me pulling 16 hr workdays and bordering on going crazy being trapped in a hotel all the time is worth it. I want to go play! Can't wait to not work though. I can't do this schedule all the time. I'll go crazy! :)
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